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 i haven't updated in a while :l well, i just got back from the spain trip and it was hella awesome. it was really fun, a good time to get away from the worries and problems at home. i mean although i witnessed a lot of unfaithful people cheating on their lovers back home. i guess they thought nothing was wrong with a little europe hookup. karma will get em later. anyways. i went to spain with my school's choir. and we went to jfk. got marc mad and inpatient. got starbucks. cried over a certain someone after they got pissed. [ it's true i dont deserve that ] then got on a 6 hour flight to london where i was searched and had to wait in a hot hallway. then a 2 hour plane ride to madrid. madrid, one word - GORGEOUS. europe is so much more different than the US. everything tastes natural over there. the coca cola was 52039595295 times better than in the US. and the M&Ms actually tasted like milk not nastyass food coloring. -___- then we went on a tour of segovia, a small town 2 hours away from madrid, and the location of our quaint hotel. it was soo cute. even though it had a history of prostitution. anyways, i visited madrid, segovia, avila, chinchon, salemanca, and toledo all of which were really beautiful and nice. blah blah blah. the best part was the discoteca party and madrid high school ! so many beautiful spaniard guys. fagafmdabfmafak. the girls were nice too. (: so deneisa missed marc and said it over and over again during the trip and i was thinking about things also. -____- dear you, you stress me out so much. i cry over you. over and over again. but i still love you and i don't wanna let you go. i trust you but i don't know if you trust me. we don't always have the same values and sometimes i miss you and sometimes i doubt it. but i dont know what to do. i'm not gonna get over you. even though i think it'd be better for the both of us. and maybe life will take it's course and carry it out. everything in life happens for a reason. sometimes youre you and sometimes youre not. and sometimes i can't give you all i got but whatevers meant to happen will happen. in three months its been a rollercoaster. p.s. if we're playing a game, just pull the trigger? kthnx. |
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