Jul 20, 2010, 5:56 PM

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current mood: overwhelmed
current song: warwick avenue by duffy

i'm so overwhelmed right now. i just had a big argument with my mom two days ago. it made me realize a lot and it really made me feel bad and angry at the same time. my friends however, they got me through it. i thank them for that. i have no idea what i would do with myself if i didn't have my friends. i just chilled at my friend richard's house with so many people and had a great time. i mean the reason why me and my mom get so heated is probably because we're the only ones in the house. i don't live with my father. just mom and me. so i figured, i need to hang out with my friends more. she's stressed out with work and she can have more time to breathe.

away from family and friends, comes the issue of boys,

-_________-"

one of my friends really likes me and i kinda like him, but we don't really hang out or anything. i don't know what he's about really.

then there's another guy, that i like a lot and that i talk to a lot, everyday. and he likes me, but we haven't chilled, and i can see a possible relationship in the future, but i honestly don't want one for the summer. i wanna have fun, and be a free spirit like usual.

then someone just recently started talking to me, he seems kinda cute and fun. but nothing big there.

i don't know, eh. love life is really confusing, especially in my teen years. i wanna be kid again.


i was having feelings for my ex boyfriend the other day again and then i realized why we weren't together anymore.  i wasn't happy, i had a lot going on, he said a lot to me, i said a lot to him. i just want to live my life. i don't know how else to explain it.


let's see how this turns out. 

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